Why didn’t I pass this class the first time? Now I have to re-edit the same fucking Rainforest PSA over again! And Weber is loud. And this class is too early. And I hate this class! And stating so on lj is ridiculous, but I’m really fucking bored. Agh!
So I have this Nonlinear Editing class, only at Week Three and already behind. I have no idea what I want to write for Scriptwriting, what I want to film for Film III, or what I want to do for Senior Project, and my Advanced ENG/EFP class is also all-too uninspiring. I am sooo close to graduating… why is this such a chore for me? I NEED to pass ever class I signed up for or my loans won’t cover me and I can’t graduate. I SHOULD just be able to show up to my classes and be done with it but I can’t get myself out of bed some mornings. (Though to be fair, I did have pinkeye and allergies, a sore throat and sinus problems, all tackled and defeated WITHOUT medicine. Take that, modern science, societal dependence on the pharmaceutical companies.) The only time I can get my ass to morning classes is when I don’t sleep at all the previous night.
You know what else I hate? When professors say, “Don’t treat this as an assignment, treat it as a project for your client.” They then go on to say that the client is themselves. It’s a cliche at this point, and it doesn’t work to motivate or intimidate anybody anymore.
But otherwise this has been a pretty good semester. Professor Madness was gone all week for the Bahamas, I get to watch the sunrise from my roof (when I get up at all) most mornings, and my hair has been cooperating to make me ultra-sexy lately, not least of all today.
Party at my house on May 5th. Anyone who wants to attend (Mike I know you and Dan are coming) ###-###-####.
Wow. I finally memorized my damn cellphone number. Hm.